I met Ivana here, in this quaint little place. And her little dog
I was so lucky actually, because the weather in Sarajevo was exceptionally brilliant during my stay. It was so foggy the days before.
I met Ena on New Year’s day. It was 3am as I walked to the bus terminal to meet her. A Polish guy accompanied me in my walk. It was cold. We talked about the refugees crisis, and I remember it was from him that I learnt about this ‘car trading’ business. His family drove second-hand cars all the way to Georgia to sell, and because they’re sought after there, they could earn quite a sum. They would then fly back to Poland. It was an annual trip they made.
Ena. We woke up at 11+am. On hindsight I could have pushed for some hiking, but I didn’t. Instead, we went to a Turkish coffeehouse and spent the whole day talking. It still amazes me sometimes, when I think back about it, how we spent the entire day talking. Just talking, and talking and talking. It was so fascinating, especially when we drew parallels between Bosnia and Singapore.
It was smokey, I had a chai, the people beside me unwound on the sofa with the shisha in hand
My incoherent notes:
No man’s land
Ovo Malo Duse
Stanica obicnih vozova
Otac Na sluzbenom putu
Sjecas Li se Doli bel
Atom egoyan- Ararat
‘The Bosnian nation does not exist’
Lawyers as the average – the ones that go partying, not sure what to do with their lives, etc
Similarity between Bosnia and Singapore – if you covered the name, it could be bosnia’s wikipage, she said
‘There is no nation,’ she said
I was confused – what do you mean no nation? Isn’t it Bosnia? Bosnia is just a country, she says
This brings to mind Anderson’s idea of nations as imagined communities
I always thought of countries and nations as a single entity of sorts, despite studying Anderson’s definition
It was my first encounter with a country that almost embraces this idea that they have 3 nations (?) and no single ‘Bosnian’ identity
The Bosnian-Serbs (orthodox?), Bosnian-Croats (Catholics?) and the Bosniaks (Muslims?)
Seems like their sense of national identity is very much tied to their religion (?)
3 presidents? The ‘temporary’ constitution
All a game to make people focus on nationalism rather than actual circumstances
90% of people are nationalists
And you can’t use non-nationalist terms somehow even as you are a journalist; there are no terms that do not contain that element of political connotation
You can say ‘Bosnian people’ but at some point you have to use the terms Serbs/Croats etc
A political ploy by Serbia to gain territory? For Croatia? To split Bosnia between the two?
Even names – Croatia claims those with Slavic names have Croat origins – the importance of names – but what about mixed families?
Croats can get both Bosnian and Croatian passport (Bosnian passport must be first)
Idea of victimhood (I was telling them about laos and they jokingly said – oh so we’re not the only victims)
Artist and what sells – war and the repeated (stereotypical) story
You’re so lucky you have a story to tell (?) growing up in war
Artists and their muse
They had to go to Italy to buy jeans = jeans weren’t available here
Soaking feet in Coca Cola as a way to taunt other nations
I realised there are so many gaps in my knowledge about SG, especially Singapore history
They had the medieval times, what about us? Where does the history of Singapore begin? I only know the part from Sang Nila Utama. I realised the national language of Singapore is Malay, even though our key administrative lingua franca is English. How can their second or third language be as good as mine? How can I improve my Spanish?
Do the Malays want to go to Malaysia? Like how the Serbs want to? Were Serbs being attacked during the siege?
Who was i staying with.. And (why) should that matter?
It’s interesting because for us, we looked different but we wanted to emphasize that we were the same. For them, they looked practically the same but wanted to emphasize they were different.
Nevertheless, the country is highly secular and religion is seen as more of a traditional and cultural identity than a set of rituals and rules
Sarajevo is special to me because it brought about multiple insights. It left me many things to contemplate about. Nationhood, war and genocides, repeated histories and international bodies…